Appendix goes boom?

I woke up this morning thinking that I had to pee really bad. It hasn't stopped hurting.

Then I thought it was mittleschmerz pain, but I'm on The Pill, so I shouldn't be ovulating.

It didn't stop, and was starting to get worse, so I went to the doctor. Unfortunately, the lab was already closed, so he couldn't order x-rays or blood tests for me. If it gets any worse, I'm supposed to go to the ER, because it could be my appendix bursting.

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I offered to give my brother a ride to night school tonight, and he bit my head off.

I'm not trying to download all of season 5 of degrassi:the new generation, and when I search on lime.wire, I get a TOOON of anal sex porn. A tooooooooon.

My real laptop comes home tomorrow, and my LUSH box is supposed to come Thursday. Yay! I miss my baby computer that doesn't make noise and the screen will stay up.

Eh. School begins again next week. I need to start sleeping normally again, no more of this up till 4am, sleep till 2 thing. No more, I say!

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Who wants a card?

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end of the semester

It's finals week, and I am SO FUCKING SCREWED. I haven't gone to any of my classes in a month.

So yay. I'm tired of school. I don't think I will fail all of my classes... just get really bad grades.

But seriously. I'm sick. And tired. And I just really don't care about school anymore. I haven't taken any time off since the summer before my senior year of high school. I went to summer session straight after I graduated, and I haven't stopped since.

My plans of moving out have hit a snag, because Leslie doesn't have a job. And choir is all but over, and we won't see each other until Jan 17.

But I'm just feeling very wibbly. I just want the semester to be over with without me having to participate in the rest of it. But it would probably be a bad idea to just skip finals.

I just don't care anymore.
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I felt tired, so I went to bed at around 10:30. I woke up before midnight. wtf body? It was supposed to be bedtime, not naptime.

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Oh. And. My brother got kicked out today. I am not sad in the least. He has not been a good brother to me over the last 10 years or so. He's been having a party everyday, dealing drugs, and doing lord only knows how many drugs in the house. As he is still a minor, we would be responsible if the house got busted, and I have no desire to go to jail. Also, my brother is the most racist son of a bitch that I know, and he has a new "friend" that doesn't speak any English. What does this suggest to me? La Eme. La Eme is scary stuff. Especially because La Eme is affiliated with the Surenos, and we live in la norte del California, and there is a lot of Norteno gang activity around this area, although the Surenos are creeping up. There's a lot more x3 graffiti than there used to be. As much as I don't want to go to jail, I would also not like to die in a drive-by.

Also. The mother and her boyfriend are having fights, and he is being a little bitch about it. He just got released from prison, and if his PO comes by while my brother is around and doing his thang, he could go back to prison. So he's being grumpy at my mom, and keeps threatening to move out. He says it at least 3 times a day, and I'm about fed up with it. Just fucking move out, stop trying to manipulate my mom by threatening her with it. That makes you about as cool as Jacob (the brother).

So. What's your horror-story of the week?
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It is ridiculous o'clock, and I can't sleep. I just changed some meds around, and they're playing the insomnia game.

Plus, I got a flu shot, and I keep feeling like I'm going to puke every 3 hours. Or maybe that's the added crazy birth control hormones.

Waah wahh.